Why am I so damn bored with my life?
There isn’t anything you’re creating
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Is this really all there is to life?
Only if you keep living what you’ve already outgrown
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Why do I explode over the smallest things?
You’re still angry about things you swore didn’t hurt
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Why is loving myself feel almost impossible?
You learned to earn love before you learned you were worthy of it
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Why do I always see what’s wrong with me first?
You learned what was wrong with you before you learned what was beautiful
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Why is opening up to people so hard?
People who knew you the best hurt you the worst
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Would they still love me if they knew everything?
Not if you have to keep secrets just to keep them
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Can a lie actually make me happy?
Sure. But it can’t set you free
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How do I become the best version of myself?
You already know what the better version of you wouldn’t keep doing
Moral
You can’t heal while making a home out of everything that hurts you. Let me repeat that: You can’t heal while making a home out of everything that hurts you.
Don’t be so loyal to pain that happiness feels undeserving
You’re allowed to trust what is good without waiting for it to be bad. You’re allowed to be loved without losing yourself in the bargain. You’re allowed to move on without calling it forgiveness.
Not everything that shaped you deserves to keep you. Sometimes courage is letting a thing good happen without wondering how long you get to keep it.
Let It Be
Until The Next Question,
— SEAWZDM